ok firstly. im sorry that you cant post comments on here cassie!!! i have NO idea why thats happening :S thats so weird.

anywhoo. just want to let you guys know i had a great birthday, went out with my closest friends for dinner and then hit the town. i was a bit disappointed that one of my friends had to ruin it for me by just making me feel like poo. by the time she was about to leave i wanted to hurt her badly. lolll. but other than that i had a greeeaaat night!! ^_^

On friday i got a phonecall that there was an opening spot for surgery at a hospital on tuesday. Which was great news in a way as i have been on the waiting list for surgery for about 7 years now i think. I basically need to have a patch on my eardrum as it effects my hearing and stops me from swimming/going under water. which kinda sucks but ive lived with it. so its no biggy. and its nothing dangerous (the operation). i really dont want it. but my sister insisted i took up the spot because if i dont accept it now i will never be able to get it done.

so yeah. surgery tomorrow. despite having the same procedure done before, im still hell worried. lol. i always panic and think the worst is going to happen. silly me!!! this will be my.. 13th operation i think. i really cant remember. a lot of them i had as a baby/young child so i dont remember them. but i remember a few. i’ve had a lot of fun stuff! grommets, tonsils out, ive had my toenail removed once and partially removed a second time, and i’ve had this ear operation once before. oh and major heart surgery. oh gosh im just so lucky! lmao.

i hate hospitals -__-’

oh. me and cam spent the weekend together, and we went and saw avatar! really not as great as everyone hyped it up to be, in my opinion. i think the graphics were amazing and the concept of a world like that with plants like that would be amazing. but the storyline was flawed. BUT i think they got one thing right with it. that, us humans are exactly like that and it nearly made me cry because its not fabricated at all. humans are ignorant bastards!.. oh wait.

so.. yeah… thats about it. question of the day.. have you’s ever had any operations?

oh and sorry jess!!!! BILLIE. sorry. its been a while since i have spelt his name. it was just a typo i SWEARS! still love me?

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